I can not believe its the new year already, I feel like life is just flying by.
Baby is due in February, and I am overly ready to get the little parasite out. Go ahead and judge me for that, but until you wake up with screaming hip pain, someone else having the hiccups and having to pee for the upteenth time in only four hours, you got nothing.
I have pics to get up on here some day, but life has been so much busier than I meant. I keep telling myself I need to get an etsy for some of my knits, and that I ought to go back to school and and and. As you may have guessed, the pics are falling sort of low on the list.
I heard someone say the other day 'what would you be doing right now if you knew you couldn't fail?' It sort of smacked me in the face as a million things flooded to mind. I feel that I need to start figuring things out. I really have always wanted to be a good mama, and a great wife, but after that I'm not sure who I want to be or what I want to accomplish in life. The only answer that comes up is I want to make a difference. Weither its just in my family or if its some where foreign or for someone forgotten I'm not sure. I also really want to bring new life into something failing or falling apart: a car, a house idk.
We are already saving to adopt, which in my mind is bringing new life into someones world, helping and making a big difference, but its in the future still so we'll see. I think, personality wise I just can't help but take on the worlds problems and feel responsible for meeting their needs.
Keep me in your thoughts as new baby turns our world upside down again, and as I sort through the idea of not just surviving in my life, but thriving.
What would YOU be doing if you knew that failure wasn't an option? What holds you back?